A set of four purple vaginal dilators lying on purple tissue paper. Photo.

Vagina therapy – where I’ve been tackling my vaginismus with a trained medical professional – has been a real learning experience. I go into each appointment absolutely filled with anxiety, but learning why my vagina is so emphatically against being penetrated is actually really interesting. My homework has included exploring what turns me on, jerking off, and – as of my last appointment – playing with my vaginal dilators.Read More →

A hotel room. Crisp, clean sheets. Soft, squidgy pillows. Everything is tidy and simplistic, and ready to make an absolute mess of with fucking. Lots and lots of fucking.Read More →