I knew I wanted to write something about knife play this week, but today it was too hot to fuck – or indeed to think about fucking. But is it ever too hot for a mind fuck from a cruel dominant? What I wanted was a mean girl who would grin sadistically as she held my wrists against cold stone until I shivered, and whose pocket-knife would feel cool against my skin…
Today’s smut is very self-indulgent, because after hours of trying to write something filthy or clever, I ended up writing the scene I’d be using to get off today if I had the privacy for a wank. I’m nervous about this one, because while I’ve begun exploring my pee-holding kink in play, I haven’t done so in my writing before. If piss play isn’t your thing you might want to skip this one, but to me the hot thing in this smut is the control… It also includes degradation.
Does public masturbation count as outdoor sex? Even if it doesn’t strictly fit that definition, it’s International Masturbation Monday and I want to share with you an almost-completely true story about how my explorations into learning how to masturbate led me to wanking in a semi-public place for the first time.
I’m not sure if my butch girl feels are about being them or getting fingered in public places by them, but I had fun exploring those feelings in this piece. And as much as I’m not saying that anyone should actually do this, I’m super into the idea of being made to come in public places – whether I’m having to hide my orgasm noises or making those noise into a duet…
A few nights ago, I ended up walking home not wearing a bra. It felt naughty and sexy, and gave me all sorts of wonderful ideas… including this written-as-erotica fantasy about someone I like.