Vagina therapy – where I’ve been tackling my vaginismus with a trained medical professional – has been a real learning experience. I go into each appointment absolutely filled with anxiety, but learning why my vagina is so emphatically against being penetrated is actually really interesting. My homework has included exploring what turns me on, jerking off, and – as of my last appointment – playing with my vaginal dilators.
Category: Outrageous snapshots
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Vaginal dilators: pretty, purple, and very, very painful
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Ambitious
I am ambitious. I wake up every morning with a thousand things I want to do, and a hunger to change the world. I am constantly inspired to write, clinging to the fragile hope that my words can make a difference. I always have more ideas, want to do more, and constantly pushing myself to create all the things I can see when I close my eyes, challenging myself to be a better person.
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Spontaneous blow jobs and come on my tits
A few weeks ago, I ended up having some incredible sex – specifically giving my fuck-buddy a spontaneous suck job in a bathroom that ended with come all over my tits. We fucked a lot over the three days we were together, but we both agreed that this was our favourite fuck. It was fun and impulsive, and entirely unexpected because we’d actually gone into the bathroom to indulge in a very different kink… but it felt very natural to take his cock in my mouth.
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Is that a magic wand or a microphone?
Today I have a tiny magic wand pinned to my jumper. It’s an adorable enamel pin badge that makes me grin in sinful glee – there is something exciting and a little bit transgressive about wearing a sex toy pin like this in public.
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Adventures without knickers
I like adventures without knickers. Last weekend I took a flight to see my play partners, and – because it was a beautifully warm day, and because I am somewhat a kinky slut who likes a little hedonism – I didn’t wear knickers.